"One Saturday morning when I was about twelve years old, I woke with a wonderful plan. The evening before, I had finished rereading my very favorite library book. It was Downtown (later retitled by the publisher as Betsy and Tacy Go Downtown) by Maud Hart Lovelace. It was the third time I had borrowed the book from the library, and when the two-week lending period was over, I would have to part with this treasured book once again. Hence my plan: I would copy the words of the story for myself.
"This was the era before inexpensive paperback editions of popular books for children. And this was the era before the existence of photocopy machines (and laws forbidding the copying of entire books). My father was an ardent bibliophile, and so I suppose I might have thought to ask for my own copy of Downtown. But my father’s idea of going to a bookstore was browsing in dimly lit and dusty secondhand shops. I often went with him and had the thrill of buying one or two old books for a nickel or dime each. Yet, somehow, I could not imagine a copy of Downtown in one of those shops.
"So I took a large notebook and a freshly sharpened pencil, and carefully, in my best cursive writing, I began. The second paragraph that I wrote was less neat than the first. By the time I completed copying only the first page, my hand was very
tired. I looked at my smudged paper and compared it to the clear print of the real book. I realized that even if I ever finished this monumental task which I had set for myself, it would not truly resemble the bound book I held in my hand. Nor would there be any of the charming drawings by Lois Lenski to accompany the text.
"I tore
the page from my notebook
and gave up. I would just
have to wait my turn and
continue to borrow Downtown
from the library whenever I
could find it on the shelf.
"Downtown was not my only favorite
book. I loved the entire
series about Betsy-Tacy. I
had discovered them by
chance on the library
shelves and at once had
fallen in love with Betsy
(who was just like me!) and
her friends. Betsy’s
friends were not like mine.
My friends squabbled
constantly. Three was not a
good number for best friends
in the Bronx where I grew
up. In fact, very little in
the Bronx resembled the
idyllic community of Deep
Valley. Betsy’s parents
never lectured her about the
dangers of speaking to
strangers. In fact, some of
Betsy’s best adventures
took place when she spoke to
strangers. She even went
inside their homes. But
more than the refreshing
vacation from my own city
tenement life, the books
offered me a new best friend
who was myself and yet not
myself.
"At
twelve, I already knew that
I wanted to be a
writer—just like Betsy. At
twelve, I entertained my
friends with original
stories that I wrote out and
tried submitting to
magazines—just like Betsy.
I didn’t have freckles and
my teeth weren’t parted in
the middle, but I was
chunkily built like Betsy
and I think I had her
"perky smiling
face." That forty years
separated my childhood from
hers seemed immaterial. We
were just alike in every
important way.
"I read
the Betsy-Tacy books in
order as they were
published—with one
important omission. The New
York Public Library did not
own Heaven to Betsy
when I was growing up. This
I later learned (when I was
a children’s librarian,
working for NYPL myself) was
because the matter of Betsy
and her sister Julia
changing religions was
considered too controversial
at that time.
"I was in
college and employed part
time in the public library
when the last book in the
series was published. I
happened to be browsing in
the children’s room when I
discovered Betsy’s
Wedding. I stopped,
stunned at the news. If my
own sister had gotten
married without telling me,
I could not have been more
surprised (or delighted). I
grabbed the book from the
library shelf and checked it
out. If the children’s
librarian was amazed to see
someone of my advanced age
borrowing the book, she
didn’t say. Probably it
happened all the time,
anyhow.
"The bond
I felt with Betsy and Maud
Hart Lovelace, her creator
and alter ego, was
strengthened by personal
contacts over the years. In
1949, shortly after my
eleventh birthday, I wrote a
letter to Mrs. Lovelace.
Writing letters to authors
was not a classroom
assignment in those days,
and I don’t remember how I
figured out that if I wrote
to her in care of her
publisher, she might in time
receive my letter. In any
event, she did, and her
response, written in her own
hand, made me feel, more
than ever, that we were
personal friends. In time, I
received several other
handwritten notes from her.
"Our bond
was reinforced one evening
when I was glancing at the
newspaper. The New York
World Telegram, a paper
for which my father wrote,
had recently merged with the
New York Sun. I
noticed an article written
by Delos Lovelace. I
recognized the name
immediately because in the
front of all the Betsy-Tacy
books was a listing of other
books by the author,
including a couple which she
co-authored with Delos
Lovelace, her husband. Iran
to my father to show him
this wonderful new link with
my favorite author.
"He
reported to his new
colleague about my
recognition of his name. And
that year, at holiday time,
I received a gift-wrapped
and autographed copy of Maud
Hart Lovelace’s newest
book, Emily of Deep
Valley. I never found
out if Mrs. Lovelace sent
the book to me via my father
or if my father purchased
the book and asked her
husband to have it signed
for me. I think I preferred
not knowing so I could
pretend to myself that it
was the former.
"Growing
up in an era when creativity
was not praised or fostered
in schools, I know that
Betsy/Maud was the mentor I
needed to encourage me to
continue writing. There must
be hundreds of writers who
can point to the Betsy-Tacy
books as a source of
inspiration. But it is not
just writers who owe a debt
to Maud Hart Lovelace. What
about the librarians and
teachers who grew up reading
these books and went on to
become as important to the
young people they worked
with as the librarian and
teachers who encouraged
Betsy and her friends? And
what about the parents who
aimed to make their homes as
open, warm, and hospitable
as that of the Rays? These
books gave us goals,
consciously and
unconsciously.
"Let me
mention one last thing: as
an adult, I bought myself a
copy of Betsy and Tacy Go Downtown."